yippee, hooray, woohoo, and any other joyful exclamations you can think of! i received my referral today for the most beautiful little angel i’ve ever seen! ๐ so now i can finally tell you some more details about mati (since i now know them myself!): she’s about a year old, though i’m told she’s a little malnourished so she’s more the size of a 6-9 month old. she’s from a pretty remote and very impoverished area of ethiopia, which explains some of the malnourishment. now that she’s at the children’s home, she should be getting good nutrition, and hopefully she’ll catch up on some of her weight and development. other than being small, she’s apparently nice and healthy. ooh, and her birth name is Enat, which means “mama” or “mother” in amharic (ethiopian language), “fountain or spring” in hebrew, and “little fire” in gaelic. i’ll probably keep Enat as her middle name, so for now we’re looking at Matani Enat Heller. ๐
so actually, sue (adoption agency director) sent me pictures of her a couple of days ago, but was still waiting for her medical report, which meant she wasn’t able to make an official referral (and i wasn’t allowed to say anything) until today. i know it’s possible that i’m a little biased, but i just have to say that she’s soooooooo beautiful!! i mean, really breathtaking! unfortunately, i’m not allowed to post pictures publicly online, but i’ll be carrying them around with me, so whenever you see me i can show you them. if you won’t be seeing me anytime soon and you’re desperate to see her, send me an email (lil_india_girl@yahoo.com) and we’ll figure out another way for you to see them. sue also put a video of her in the mail to me yesterday, and i’m just dying for it to make it’s way through snail mail and into my mailbox!
they’re hoping to have all the paperwork for my case submitted to court next week, and then i just have to wait for a court date. sue is guessing that my court date will be in june, but i’m hoping and praying for a date in may instead, which would probably allow me to travel in july and then still have some summer vacation time left before starting work again in august. oh, and after my case is approved in court (which means she’s legally mine!), i can post all the pictures i want. ๐
so yes, i’ve felt like i was walking on air today…but ohhhhhh, how i just want to cuddle her into my arms right now! can i manage to wait another 3+ months? i suppose i don’t really have a choice. and i guess there’s probably plenty for me to do in the meantime. now that i know how old she is, i can really set up her room! i need to get a crib…anyone have one that they want to loan or sell to me? ๐ and perhaps i’ll paint her room. ooh, and i’ll need to get clothes and toys and fun stuff like that!
financially, i’m still working up to the final amount, but God has been so faithful, and i know He will continue to provide! i just applied for a couple of grants recently, and i’ll probably apply for a loan or 2 this weekend. one nice thing about her being only a year old is that i won’t have to pay full price for her ticket home. yay for small blessings!
alrighty, it’s getting late and my brain is starting to shut down, so i’m going to sign off and go hold my little one in my dreams. maybe the God who holds his beloved ones in His arms (Deuteronomy 33:12) will let Mati feel her mommy’s arms around her tonight. i love you already, my Mati!